One Month in

by Peter Marus

It's been about a month since I left my old job.  The past month has helped me focus on what I want to do, and one way or another I am going back to school.  I decided I do want to do that and I will persue that course.  

That sid it hasn't been an easy time.  The past week, I've been getting a lot more easily agitated about even the most minor things.  I get more aggrivated with things, lose my patience and cool quicker than usual, and overall feel like there is a lot of pressure on me.  It's an unusual feeling, given that I am not in immediate danger or anything.  Maybe it's like a form of cabin fever, just instead of being stuck in the house, I'm stuck in unemoloyment.  

Sometimes I get a little down.  I was watching a Red Bulls game last weekend, and tweeting with others during the game.  It made me realize how much I miss the experience of the live games.  I haven't been to one in a wile, but I do miss hanging out with some good people in the GSS, and some in the ESC as well (just because I don't hang out with them in their bar doesn't mean I hate all of them, just a select few).  I should try to get to a game soon, this has been the longest I haven't been to a game. 

That;s all I got on my mind right now, been a minute since I wrote and felt like I should.