by Peter Marus

Today was a real bad day. First, I wake up at 5 am, and couldn't get back to I spent 2 hours sitting in bed with nothing to do beyond think. I get out of bed about 7, had some coffee and worked out a bit (situps and pushups, nothing major). One thing I did out of the ordinary was visit gravesites with my father. We went to my Grandfther's and Aunt's sites to put some flowers by them. Yeah, it's sort of sad, but it was a good thing to do.

THing is, the entire day, I felt like i was in a daze the entire day. It's hard to describe, but I felt like I was "off" the entire day. Maybe it was because I got up so early, maybe it's just from the stress and stuff I've had around me for awhile. Maybe it's from this cold I"ve had the past couple days, who the hell knows. Hopefully tomorro I'll feel better, i'm going to sleep in tomorrow (though i feel guilty when I do).