— Peter Marus

Spent another day observing someone at this job. So far t seems straightforward as I’ve said before, but I still have a little apprehension about it all, but that could be since I haven’t tried it yet. I guess it’s normal, but I try not to worry about things I don’t know about. I learned from a book written by Pat Croce where he said that whatever job you have in front of you, no matter how bad or dumb, just do all you can and your best, and then you don’t have to feel bad about failing if you do. He has a lot of other wise things to say, and I may have to re-read the book I have that he wrote.

As I was coming home tonight, I was listening to my music, and a couple Sevendust songs came on that made me happy for some reason. They made me think about some things that have been going on around me lately and I smiled and it actually made me feel better about some of these things. I found the Lyrics for them and I thought I would put them up here:

“Bitch”
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through

Don't tell me
I can't imagine to be like you
All the pain and the suffering I go through
You surround yourself with evil
Every night that you have is an equal

Don't hesitate
Or you'll live in your own hell
Out of my way
You're surrounded by evil
Don't hesitate
You can get away
Out of my way
Out of my way (huh)

The dark clouds that follow you
The rainy days will always find you
You can never get away
Evil comes another day

Don't hesitate
Or you live in your own hell
Out of my way you're surrounded by evil
Don't hesitate, you can't get away

I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through

Step up and
I can't imagine to be like you
All the pain and the suffering I go through
You surround yourself with evil
I hope it catches you up

I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through WOAH!
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through

“Honesty”

It's not suppsed to hurt this much
But it can never feel the same again
I'm left with nothing
But the memory of the way you used to feel
I guess you finally took the deepest cut
I guess the blade on my tongue was just too much
Every word that I said came from my dark side
Now this emptiness is real

You reach beneath the surface more..

So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty

I think about the time we've lost
I think about the time
The silence could be words
And now the only sound I hear
Is my guilty conscience
Screaming out your name

You reach beneath the surface more..

So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Go away and steal my thoughts of Honesty

Take back everything I said
A new place for us to begin
Take back everything...
Take back everything...
Take back everything I said

“Prayer”
I remember praying with you [repeat]

Feeling alone,
And I'm by myself
I can't find no one else
Thinking of you
Drives me crazy
I'm kinda feeling lazy

So much frustration
Built inside of me
Oh, it's killing me woah
What am I turned to
I can't lose you

Who do you pray to? [repeat twice]

This is my prayer for you all [repeat]

I stand all alone
Looking at my shoes
Making me think of you
Like my dad said
Boy be brave, don't let them take you no!
What can I do?
I think I'm losing you

This is my prayer for you all [repeat three times]

I remember praying with you [repeat]
You left me
Your gone [repeat twice]
I remember praying with you