by Peter Marus

My computer is officially dead!!! I spent the entire time today trying to get it back together, but no matter what I did, it seemed to make things worse!!! so this afternoon, I chose to just stop trying, which led to me lashing out at everyone around me. I shouldn't have done that, but this computer thing is one of many things building up after 5 years. Don't want to get into it now. So in the end, my parents are getting me a new computer, even though I don't want them to. I feel conflicted about the whole thing. On the one hand, I'm getting a better computer that works, but on the other hand, i am not paying for it...and I still feelsick to my stomach that they have to pay for it.

Other than that, still stressed out over a few things. Again, dont' want to get into it here, but hopefully soon things will clear up.