My mind is mush this week after all that I have had to deal with. Some good, which put a huge smile on my face and made me feel real good. Some also bad which proved one of the main points I will be talking about. First I need to plug something THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A, THE LAZLOW SHOW IS ON 7/26 ON XM 202 FROM 9P-12A,
Now with that out of the way, I can focus on what I was about to talk about. Today was the culmination of this past week of bullshit I went through. Nothing really has to be said, but just in the end I was reminded of a simple fact: I am better than 90% of the people in this world, because I live the life of the righteous. I have mentioned this before, and I want to show you what I mean. Someone like me lives their lives with the attitude of everything and everyone can disappear in the blink of an eye, and it's ok. It's meant to be that way. I person who lives the way I live looks at someone they meet, and sees where they can fit into their lives. Then the person is “given” a role in one's life, and nothing short of that role is acceptable. Otherwise the one who lives how I live had no use for the person-we never settle for anything less than what we want from and of a person. In return of these expectations is that people like me will do whatever it takes to do what's right for this person.
honor and trust are key to our lives, and if they are violated, the offender finds themselves without people like me anymore, since we have no time for garbage like that. Also one only gets one shot and opportunity with people like me. If this opportunity is blown, thats it. Why take someone back who didn't want you around or screwed you over the first time? Sure some may choose to not have people like me around, but as I said that means they lost their opportunity, so if they regret their poor choice to go with someone second-rate, it's on them. For myself, I know I'm not second rate or second fiddle to anyone. Some may have thought that, and must regret that choice since they still read this and look at my Myspace, and try to keep tabs on me, maybe to try to live vicariously though me and maybe feel for a moment what it's like to be with one of the greatest people they will ever meet.
Then again people like me can be intimidating. Not just in looks (I am bald with a goatee who just has to stand there without saying a word and people think I'm a psycho), but also we are people who does a rarity-we do what we promise and say. Some say you have to lie a little with people in general, but we don't agree with it since one lie can lead to another, and eventually it can get so complex, the truth could be totally lost. I've always been totally and brutally honest about them and how I feel about them, as well as how I feel about myself. I may feel I am the greatest guy out there, but I know I am not perfect, I have my flaws. the idea that someone like me not only brings the truth, but also brings it with a passion and intensity it deserves, can throw and scare the unworthy off. Yesterday alone I did something out of the ordinary to help out a good friend who was in desperate need. I am not going to tell you what I did, but I did something that if I didn't do, this person would have been in a serious situation. The reaction this person gave me for what I did made me feel good and put me on a high
One thing we, the people who live the way that I live, can not stand is people who lead us on or try to be what they are not. These are the ones who do lie and try to act like they are at the same level as us, only to eventually get found out and left on the side since these people aren't worth the time especially when they had just wasted our time, something we value greatly.
I may be forgetting some aspects to talk about, but this is somewhat an idea on how those at my level live. Seem arrogant? cocky? maybe I am, but so far i haven't been proven wrong. And I'm sure down the road, when I am in front of the gates of heaven, I will be judged like every other ham and egger, but I will surely be allowed in, mostly when my list of good and impact I've had on other's lives is read, it will be rushed into heaven where I deserve to be. After all, some out there consider me a saint for all the good I do. One thing I am sure of is that I fit the saying I saw in an ad. it maybe a real quote but I saw it in an ad. the quote is:
“A hero need not speak. When he is gone, the world will speak for him”
Ok enough about me and serious stuff. Here's some quick things to make some happy
Absinthe Is back-though I may want the stronger one still only found in Europe
and just to remind some of you:
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